Why Hello Confidence, you came back!

12.12.12

Confidence.  We all have some.  We are born with it.  What we do with it, is our own choice.  No one can take confidence away from us.  Although, we can let people's interactions affect how confident we feel.  We own our confidence, ere go, we can choose to ignore toxic people's put downs, remarks, or actions; and let our confident soar!  But, we are our own worst enemy.  When our own action, choice, or something we have complete control over, goes haywire...  Confidence cannot run away quick enough.

Since my autoimmune disease has affected my legs, causing them not to work the way I need them to, balance is quite a challenge for me.  Those of you who know me well, can say that I don't need any help to trip over nothing.  I also have a tendency to drop things, a lot.  Lack of balance + trying to pick something off the floor = falling down.  This falling down thing generally occurs once a week, if not more often.  In the past, I have taken diggers out in public.  Bu-bye confidence as well as my pride.  Over the past few years, I have stayed home unless I was able to bring someone with me.

Enter Fernando, who has walked into my life carrying with him, my new found confidence!  Having him with me, Ferno is able to pick up everything I drop.  Needless to say, I have not had to contort myself and stress about falling.  I have been out of my house accompanied only by my service dog a handful of times and have not fallen.  In my house, with Fernando carrying things and picking up dropped objects, me kissing the floor has drastically reduced as well!  That makes me wonder if my floor misses me at all?!  Lol.

Having a service dog in my life has already changed for the better.  Even a command as small as as "get", has made a profound impact on my confidence.  My disease had been slowly chipping away at my own confidence, and here is Fernando bringing it back in boulders!

When people ask me what Fernando can do for me, I want to profess that he is here to improve my quality of life, my confidence, and my character.  Most want to hear that Fernando can open doors, pull my wheelchair, and turn off lights.  Yes, service dogs are considered a tool, in the eyes of the government.  Ferno's actions have such a ginormous impact on my well-being. Service animals are not just here for the handlers in a physical sense, but also in an emotional.  :o)

As I reflect on this especially lucky day, all i can is that Fernando is "Simply awesome!"

Ask before you Pet!

December 4, 2012

I have been a bad blogger.....  Has it really been two weeks?  Geesh!  The good news is that everything continues well with my Canine Companions service dog.  Fernando has been fantastic.  We have been in several stores and a few restaurants.   He had performed beautifully.  The only place that he becomes a bit amped up is at my daughter's gymnastics gym.  Everyone there, including coaches and the gym owner are dog lovers; Pioneer Gymnastics is like our second home.  I tend not to enforce the "please ask before petting" rule.  That being said, Fernando is still a complete gentleman.

This also brings me to my current gripe about strangers and my service dog.  If you see a dog that usually is not allowed in restaurant or grocery stores, would you assume that dog is present for your specific petting needs?  No, that dog is there as a tool for the disabled person attached to the other end of the leash....not for you to pet.  50% of the time, a person will ask me if they can give Fernando a pet; with that, I usually say Thank you for asking, you may give a quick pat or if the person is a child, I will have Ferno give them a shake.  Of course if there are a bazillion people around, I will say no because I do not want that one person's pet to become an open invite to others.

Fernando is also part of my personal space.  If you should decide that you have the need to come up to my partner and I from behind, to give my furry man a scratch on his behind without saying a word, you might as well be scratching my arse as you just violated me.  Have a bit of respect and just ask.  Most of us handicapables will say yes, as we appreciate the courtesy if you asking.  While you are distracting my dog, I cannot have him help me out.  Fernando will be enjoying a pet, ere go,  he will not be listening to any commands I may need him for.

While I had Odin out in public, I had a "please do not pet me, I am working" patch on his vest.  The patch did not make a huge difference between the courteous and the people who felt they are above the need to be respectful.  I am thinking I may buy one for Fernando's vest anyway, perhaps that patch will make a difference with one of two people.

As I mentioned, Fernando is a tool for me, similar to my wheelchair or crutches.  The Federal ADA laws also recognize him as a medical aid. I wish all my "medical aids" were as warm and fuzzy as my pup, lol.  Like Odin, Fernando has become an indispensable part of my daily living.  As we have had a repeat visits to a few stores, people are starting to recognize us. My pharmacy now has dog treats behind the counter when we come in.  I have also had to remind a few that I would appreciate if they would ask to pet Fernando, each time they see us.  Just because I said yes yesterday, doesn't mean you have the automatic invitation to pet today; I maybe short on time today or my pup may have had a long busy day and is tired.

If you should come across a service team in a store, and have an uncontrollable need to  touch the dog, just ask.  Please do not be indecisive and stalk us before you build up the courage to ask or attempt a drive by petting.  Stalking is just creepy and yes, we do notice you.  We are not being rude if we do say no.  We may have several reasons why we said no, and we do not have to explain why;  we may have to get home to see the kids off the bus, have an appointment or just don't feel well.

I thank you now for asking to pet my service dog.  You rock! I will be extraordinarily appreciative!  As Fernando and I continue our adventure as a brand new service team, we want to instill our bond and our confidence in each other.  :o)

Thank You! To Family, CCI, and beyond!

11.21.2012

     Wow! I have so much to be thankful for this year.  First, and foremost, my health has not declined over the past year.  I interpret this as not being diagnosed with any extras and my current state achieving a plateau.  Also, my family is very healthy!  Having an autoimmune disease (or three) has taught me patience, that its ok to ask for help and to not sweat the small stuff and REALLY enjoy the small things.  :o)
     Another major event that involves a "thanks" that extends beyond words and actions is the benefit of a service dog.  This whole world of thanks begins with Fernando's puppy raisers who exposed him to the real world and taught his foundation of obedience.  Without them, I am able to spend my first holidays, in quite a few years, with a bit less worry.  A ginormous THANK YOU to Fred and Kathleen.  What you have done to help improve my quality life... well, I am speechless and teary eyed!
     Of course, Canine Companions for Independence deserves a world wide standing ovation as well!  They helped get us through a hurricane, 8 days without power and a Nor'easter.  We still graduated on time and with all the information we needed to be successful with our service dogs.
     My family and friends also rocks!  I am always able to depend on them when I need something.  When people heard that I was going to New York for two weeks, everyone pulled together to help cover kid-care.  THANK YOU to my huge webbed support system, the best a girl could ask for!  I also have the most understanding kids, and loving husband (there are days I feel like I am living in a dream).
       Last but not least, Fernando.  He has been at my every beck and call over the past few weeks.  This pup never asks for anything back except for a bit of food and a reassuring pat here and there.  As our bond continues to cement itself, I feel I am the luckiest person in the world to have such an advantageous partner.  I have always been an extremely independent person, Fernando is able to give back a little more to me.

     Everyone needs to find something to be thankful from the past year.  It may be as small as a stranger smiling at you to brighten up a tough day to something as big as gaining a canine partner to help you out.  Have a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving!  Go stuff yourself silly then engorge a little more.  :o)

First public outings and First restaurant experience with my CCI pup!

November 15, 2012

   Over the last few days Fernando and I have had our first public outings.  The first involved going into city hall to license him.  Ferno performed wonderfully and we received lots of smiles from strangers.  We also ventured to Big Lots to search for a reasonably priced dog bed and they did not have any that were large enough for Odin or Ferno.  :o( We were stopped a few times with general questions as well as people asking to pet him.  Since Tuesday was a rainy dreary day, that afternoon involved a nap with my two favorite pups.
     I decided that Ferno and I should try Ocean State job lots in our search for a second dog bed.  Success!  I found an AKC brand bed large to accommodate either dog for only $18!  I had a few people do drive-by petting, distracting Ferno from me.  Ugh, frustrating.  We were also stalked by two different people.  Creepy? Yes.  I even did a crazy zig-zag pattern around some clothes racks and aisles, they were still there.  You can talk to me people, I don't bite and neither does my service dog!  Lol.  My highlight was passing along information about Canine Companions for Independence to an employee whose daughter is a quadriplegic. Her face lit up when I told her how much Fernando is able to help me out and also how he helps me feel more independent. :o)
     My son, RJ, had his TaeKwonDo graduation.  This particular event is known to be VERY noisy with lots going on at the same time.  I was a bit concerned about Fernando becoming overstimulated and possibly nervous.  He decided the best way for him to watch, was upside down and on on his back.  Lol.  My pup was fine and I was the one that became a bit overstimulated!  :o) I also attracted the attention of the school's principal and a few teachers.  They were all very gracious and accepting of Fernando being there with me.  I offered to come visit in a few months with Ferno to educate my children's peers about service dogs and the people who need them.  Everyone thinks this would be a great idea!
     Today we decided to do some birthday and holiday shopping with Grandma in Toys'r'Us.  Several people commented on how handsome my Fernando is!  He also learned that when G-mom and I stop, he should just lay down and take a short nap; sometimes we can take awhile to decide which item to get.  Has anyone seen the Lego aisle lately?? There are now 2 1/2 aisles of Legos these days!  Decisions!
     Uno's was our first restaurant experience without CCI guidance.  We were sat at a booth, Fernando went under the table and laid at G-mom's and me's feet.  Again, he decided he would be most comfortable laying on his back and curled in a ball.  Crazy dog.  When we initially walked into the restaurant, the hostess looked very unsure of having a dog in the building.  I sat up tall and walked with confidence, knowing my dog had legal rights to be there as much as I did.  She did look a bit less unsure of herself.  Although, I wasn't feeling as confident as I looked, I know I would have been questioned if stayed with my shoulders slumped and returned the hostess's questioning look.  To all my fellow graduates out there, "fake it till ya make it!" Lol.
     Each day increases my sense of self.  Fernando is already bringing back much of self confidence at a steady pace.  The falls over the past 4ish years, especially in public, took ginormous chunks out of my pride and self worth.  Having Ferno around will decrease my chance of falling (specifically picking up dropped items, I won't have to try to balance and pick up) and will positively influence my emotional and physical abilities to go out alone.  :o) how awesome is this?!

CCI Graduation, My Speech and Homecoming!

Saturday 11.10.2012
   
     Fernando and I formally graduated yesterday on a gorgeous 60 degree day.  I would have to say, my speech went well.  People laughed, people cried (I managed to hold it together, I am not sure how) and I was interrupted in the middle by a round of applause.  The applause occurred while I was praising how wonderfully we were treated by CCI  during our crazy team training.  I was requested by several of my fellow graduates to post my speech, so here it is:
   
CCI Graduation Speech!

     "Good Afternoon, Graduates, CCI trainers, staff and supporters, as well as fellow Sandy And Nor'easter survivors!  I am Heather and also a team training and Sandy survivor.  Can u believe this insane weather?  CCI is never going to allow my particular group of peers back together for fear of more crazy weather! I personally could not of asked to be stuck in the dark with a better bunch of people.  No matter how cold, stinky, or disconnected we felt from the world around us; we all kept smiling and cracking jokes.  
     We were taught that dogs get to know one another by scent.  we may have felt self conscious without showers ourselves for days at a time, the upside is that our pups were able to smell us and get know us very well all the way from the kennels, without trying.
     Our team training has been quite the multidimensional experience.  We have all learned how to handle our dogs, succeeded in commanding our dogs for our specific needs, and were educated on how much we LOVE hot water and electricity.  The CCI staff here in the Northeast region has gone above and beyond keeping us as comfortable as possible. Remember, that several of the staff were also dealing their own power outages and property damages, they continued to show up to work to keep us on schedule and have succeeded in graduating us on time!  The hot meals they provided, not only for lunch but sometimes for dinner were such a welcome treat.  CCI also provided us with the option for an overnight hotel stay to warm up and reconnect with the world.  A few members of the staff also took some of our laundry home, talk about getting to know your graduates....  A little too well!  Our appreciation for the CCI staff goes beyond words and we cannot express the gratitude we feel towards these exceptional people!
     A few tidbits about our class experience.  I will begin with myself and Fernando who met about two weeks ago.  I had been an emergency veterinary technician for over 13 years and have met hundreds of dogs and kitties along the way.  When one of the trainers handed Fernando to me to work with, we looked at each other and connected on a level where we were able to to read each other from the start.  Yes, we were told not to become attached to any of the dogs as our "match" could be different from any of the dogs we even worked with.  I admit, even after working with some of the other wonderful CCI dogs, I was hoping we would be matched.  On Prematch day when I was handed The handsome Fernando, my inner child was doing backflips!  He and I will continue our strong partnership that CCI has begun.  :o)
     Ann Marie and Domino -- sometimes you don't realize how perfect your match is until you take your dog back to your room with you.  Most of you who have retrievers or retriever crosses know how loud they can snore. Domino and Ann Marie were watching TV, laying next to each other, when Ann Marie's mom assumed Ann Marie was asleep.  Well, she realized Ann Marie was wide awake and it was Domino who was snoring!  
     Samuel and Proton -- Samuel's smile always put you in a better mood no matter how you were feeling, as it can light up a room! Samuel thinks Proton is awesome and funny; cannot wait to hang out on Sunday afternoons watching NASCAR races and Patriots football games.  Our dogs not only provide physical support but also emotional.  Proton will help Samuels anxiety at the not so fun doctors appt.  Protons digestion system is also one of the most efficient among our pups as he is Productive pooper at 3x a day!
     Jessica and Livingston --  this is Jessica's second time through team Training Team.  She was paired with a one of kind pup named Eugene in 2005.  Jess, thinking, since this was her second time through, training would be easier.  "Not so much!" Jess also confers how personalities vary from dog to dog.  Eugene was not big on playing fetch, Livingston, on the other hand....  Will go all day if allowed..  ;o)
     Cynthia and Gio -- Gio is our long haired prom king of the group (unless he gets a bath, then he looks like a drown rat until he dries). He will be sure to turn heads in any place he goes.  As I have chatted with Cynthia about her already rich and fruitful life, I see her continuing to live life to the fullest with this gorgeous man. Not even a fracture has broken the bond that has been grown between Cynthia and Gio.
     Dylan and Hope-- Bonding on first night in our rooms, Dylan and hope were laying in bed, Dylan as content as could be, was gently stroking her ear and was telling her "hope, I love you". Hope has already gained the nickname " hope on a rope" in her new family.
     Jim and Kousz --  while in class, most of us would think Kousz is a quiet hardworking little man.  Kousz and his team did so well at one activity they won a ball that squeaks.  Jim told us when he gave Kousz the ball and released him, Kousz turned into part jackrabbit and part cat.  This lab started bouncing around like a mad man and swatting at this ball!  Lol.  Another one of Kouszs favorite pastimes is to lay on the bed with Jim and hang his head over the side with his nose pointing at the floor.  I cannot wait to hear more stories as this pups personality grows!
     Nelyn and Rookie --  they have both bloomed over the past few weeks.  Nelyn was very quite and reserved.  Once Rookie joined in her in a partnership, I could see Nelyn relax a little and we all watched as she found her "command" voice.  The first time she came out with a loud, firm "sit," i think we all jumped a little. This special relationship will flourish over the coming years into an inseperable bond.
     As we all endeavor on our new journey with our CCI provided partner, I have no doubt these dogs will bring a new found confidence within ourselves.  I wish the best for all us as we bond with our pups and learn more about each personality.  As most of you probably agree, each of our awe-inspiring CCI dogs will cultivate our lives from just a row of daisies into an entire garden of windflowers!  

Thank you."

     I had ultimate pleasure of meeting the family that raised Fernando for the first 18 months of his life.  CCI calls theses special people, who socialize and do basic training, "puppy raisers."  It definitely takes an exceptional type of person to be able to rear these dogs and be able to pass them back to CCI for advanced training to eventually become an assistance dog.  Kathleen and Fred were Fernando's puppy raisers.  He isn't the first puppy they have raised for CCI nor is he the last.  They currently have a 17 week old CCI pup at home.  :o) During Graduation, we saw some of the matriculating puppies moving onto "college," or advanced training; some of the puppies were the 16th or 17th puppy people have raised for Canine Companions for Independence!  If it were not for people like Kathleen and Fred, CCI would not be able to accomplish the monumental task of providing assistance dogs to people like myself.  Fernando's puppy raisers have are a heart of gold, they gave me a priceless gift of not only for volunteering for CCI but also an album full of pictures of Fernando from when he began his journey with them.  The album is a wonderful and thoughtful treat!  I have photos of him from 8 weeks to his matriculation ceremony at 18 months, and of his first experience in snow to swimming.
     When I finally arrived home last night (after two extra hours from sitting in traffic), my family was out grocery shopping.  This gave me an opportunity to come in a say hello to Odin by myself for a few minutes.  When I walked in, he didn't know what to do with himself, he was practically vibrating out of his skin and wouldn't stop talking/whining.  I sat on the couch and Odin smothered me with kisses and kept circling, making me think he didn't believed was actually there!  
      When I went outside to grab Fernando from the Jeep, Odin was so upset I left (I think people from the next town could hear him whining).  My two furry boys met and they thought they were long lost brothers.  Lots of tail wagging, butt sniffing and playful body language.  As an after thought, I should of recorded as they had me laughing.  I brought in Fernando's toys and they both shared nicely.  I think Fernando thought he hit a pot of gold when he found Odin's basketful of toys.  Lol
     So far, so good! I have mentioned CCI about a million times during this blog, so if you are interested in learning more about them, you can go to www.cci.org.

CCI Graduation tomorrow!

Thursday 11.08.2012

     This will be short and sweet tonight.  I am tired and Fernando is already snoring ON my feet.  We had our written test as well as our public access test.  Fernando and I passed both!  Per CCI's stringent rules, you have to be able to properly control your service dog in public and be able to command your needs in an effective manner.  We will be able to go out in public including restaurants, stores, and sporting events legally.
      Tomorrow we have our formal graduation.  I have finished my speech to represent my class.  I can only hope that I will do justice to our amazing experience over the past two weeks.  Yes there was a hurricane and a Nor'easter, but neither of them stopped us from graduating in time!  They do give me plenty of material to talk about.  Lol.  The whole CCI staff has been exceptional.  The amount of material they teach to us over just two weeks is still mind boggling!
     I also cannot wait to go home to my family.  I miss them lots and fortunately they have survived two weeks without me.  My own bed has been calling me from Springfield for a few nights now.  Lol
     My speech must be printed and my body get some rest.  Tomorrow is an exciting but busy day!  I also get to meet the family that raised Fernando for the first 18 months of his life.  It takes a special person to take care of a teach a puppy for the first  year and half of its life, only to give it up to improve the life of a disabled person.
     I will continue to blog, but not every night.  Fernando and I's journey has just begun, so I hope you will us for this fascinating look I to life with a service dog!

More Practice and another storm

11.07.2012 Wet-nesday

     Since Mother Nature has decided that a hurricane was not enough, she has thrown quite the Nor'easter at us here in Long Island. A nasty wintery mix with snow has been clobbering us all day.  I have to say, this is nothing compared to last week.  Having lived in New England most of my life, this is kinda the norm during our winters.
     Today was another hard working day for Fernando and I.  We practiced and practiced some more with the trainers continuing to challenge us.  For our retrieve we went from picking up wallets and pill bottles to motivating our dogs to pick up heavy rubber boots and an large awkward backpack.  Fernando and I were successful while tripping over the command sequences a bit. The tug command also was increased in difficulty from opening a drawer to opening a heavy door and holding it so I can pass through.
     One of our discussions today entailed what to do when we get home.  Our dogs are to be attached to us for the next 1-2 months with limited contact to strengthen the bond.  Since my kids have grown up around veterinary medicine and are somewhat accustomed to me taking on other animals to foster or care for, I think they will be able to understand why they won't be able to play with Ferno like they do with Odin.  Fernando and I already have a strong bond, I am confident that will continue to grow.  When we get home, we have to consider that our pups have been in intense training and living in the kennels for the past 6-9 months.  We may have to reign in their manners in a home environment again.  Ferno has been a gentleman while in the dorms as well as when we stayed in the hotel overnight.
     A veterinarian that has been working with CCI for the last 20ish years came in the talk to us about canine health.  This lecture involved emergencies, wellness visits, proper vaccinations and preventative medicine.  This is definitely an hour I could have probably taught.  Lol.  I also received all of Fernando's health records from the time he was puppy.  I found out his birthday is November 1, 2010.  He just turned 2!
     For our last hurrah today we took a field trip to a pet store.  The trainers were there to advise us of our dogs favorite types of toys or other items some of us needed to buy before going home.
     Tomorrow morning we are taking our written exam and will be testing for our public access later in the day.  Time to go study and get some serious sleep! Lol.

Meet my CCI Pup!

11.06.2012

     My new Canine Companions for Independence partner can finally be revealed!  My Labrador/Golden retriever cross is a very handsome man.  Fernando is part of the 6th litter that was born in 2010 to CCI.  He is about 60lbs and all muscle!  My pup is a very laid back man that is eager to please and work for me.
     Fernando is a sprinting speed demon.  When we have been out for group play, he out runs all the other dogs, turns on a dime, and appears to jump without any effort.  I believe he could easily excel in Agility.  :o)
     The quacking pink dragon that he earned today by performing incredibly during practice seems to be his favorite toy by far.  When I "release" him to do what he wants, he starts bouncing around with his dragon like a crazy man and wanting to play. Lol.  He also has a penchant for Kong like toys too.  Ferno doesn't seem to be a tennis ball addict like my Odin, so I guess I won't have to worry about them stealing those from each other.  Lol.
     Like Odin, Ferno likes to be touching me with some part of his body.  He would rather be up in bed with me, laying with his head on my leg. He also likes to have his paw or head touching my wheelchair when he is next to me during lecture, dinner, or practice.  :o). You can def say that we have bonded in the short we have known each other.
     Fernando and I both share our favorite command, "pull." So! Much! Fun! Some feeling of being free comes over the both of us as we are flying down a sidewalk or up a hallway.  I have mentioned in a previous blog, how proud Ferno is when he is in the pulling command!
     As Fernando and I head down the path of our multi-year partnership, I see him helping me to rebuild my confidence to venture out of the house alone and improve my quality life.  I hope to be able to possibly return to the working sector, even if for just a few hours a week.  One activity I look forward to (and people take for granted) is the ability to walk my kids to and from school if I choose to.  With Fernando's help, I will be able to ride in my wheelchair the block and half to my kid's school and home!
     As my nine year old man, Odin, and Fernando forge their own friendship, I see lots of opportunities for belly laughs and huge ear to ear grins.  Both labs are clowns in their own right, and I cannot wait to see them together!  :o)
     Many people had a hand in raising Fernando.  From the breeder-caretakers, to the puppy raisers and to the trainers, words cannot express the gratitude I have for all these people from CCI.  I am so fortunate to have such an incredible opportunity in my life: Fernando!

Last Tuesday of training with our CCI pups

Tuesday 11.06.2012
I hope you rocked your vote today!!

     Today was mostly about practice, practice, practice....  We used several of the commands we have learned over the past 7 days.  Almost 50 commands, if anyone is counting!  Our dogs are pretty smart and obviously, extremely well trained.  This morning we reviewed the retrieve commands.  When we said "get," they had to retrieve an item from on top of a table or underneath a bench.  My canine partner did well.  Then we were to walk to a challenging item of our choosing and tell our dogs to get it for us.  I decided to have my dog pick up this heavy odd shaped metal and plastic item.  Metal is a very unnatural substance for any canine to have in its mouth.  My pup did look up at me, seemingly discouraged, and began exhibiting behavior that he thought he couldn't succeed with this strange object.  I began motivating him with a happy voice and encouraging words; awesomely, my dog's confidence began to build, he successfully got a good hold on this wacky object and gave it to me.  We exemplified that particular retrieve behavior so well, my pup was rewarded with an adorable pink, quacking dragon.  My canine partner and I were beaming and both felt good after that.  :o)
     This afternoon we practiced our recall command.  Our trainers made it a challenge by having us release 3 of our dogs at a time in the play yard.  We had to gain our dogs attention and give them the correct command to have them come over to us.  My pup and I did well; the kibble reward also helped reinforce the praise we gave them for correctly responding to us.
     For lunch, we took a field trip to Applebee's.  As a group, we had 23 people with 9 dogs laying under the tables.  All of the CCI pups should have just been invisible, not one made a noise or made any attempt to interact with anyone.  I believe some of the restaurant patrons were surprised to see such a parade of retrievers leave!  
     We also practiced parts of our public access test.  CCI is very stringent about who is allowed to take their dogs out into a public setting.  The trainers stepped over our dogs while our pups were in a down.  They also threw food toward our canines, as the dogs are not supposed to eat or sniff it.  We also practiced going into and out of elevators, as you don't want to be in the elevator, and have the door shut while your dog is standing on the other side (not a good situation).  As we took a stroll down the hall, a loud noise was made behind our dogs, the pups aren't supposed to have a huge startle reaction.  If this Nor'Easter behaves itself tomorrow, our ADI public access test will be Thursday.
      My canine partner and I worked hard today but did well.  I cannot believe I am graduating in just three days!  The public is welcome to our graduation.  It will be held at the Islandia Marriott at 12:30. This hotel is located on Long Island in Islandia, NY.

It's, Monday....again! Puppy Pulling Power!

Monday, Monday....
Brings us to 168 hours without power and hot showers, a whole week!
11.05.2012

      ACTUALLY..... The power came back on around 2:00 today! Yeah!  Unfortunately there is a Nor'Easter scheduled to hit us on Wednesday with rain and more wind.  The power better stay on!
     This morning, at practice, several of us were bundled up in the training room with blankets and handwarmers.  Just in case some of this training was challenging enough, lol.  As many of you who know me, bring on any challenge, I will give it a go.  My pup and I were educated about "tug", "push" and "fix."  The tug command is great for opening doors and drawers of all sorts.  You can also apply it to to tugging off a sweatshirt or socks too.  Push is good for closing those doors and drawers of all sorts.  The fix command simply tells the dog to fix their leg if its caught up in the leash,
     I also learned how to turn with the "pull" command this morning too.  I love it!  You steer the dog by applying differ pressures on the pulling harness.  Think riding a horse or the way you lean when turning an ATV.  My CCI dog mastered turning within a short amount of time.  Have I mentioned that I absolutely LOVE the pulling command?  Lol.  My pup does too; he trots along with his tail up and chest puffed out.  :o)
     Our lecture today was above advanced learning theory.  We were educated on how to advance our command or how to teach our dogs to get a sweatshirt or a soda out of the fridge.  The whole concept is very logical but also fairly new to me.  I def learned a lot this morning.
     The field trip today was to Stop and Shop.  Lots of people, lots of distractions....  My partner and I did great!  We walked/rolled around the store practicing varying commands.  I also had the opportunity to use the "pull" command down a sidewalk and back to Jeep.  Teehee!
     When we returned, we had one on one conferences to evaluate how we're are doing with the training.  My partner and I were told we were doing great and that we have bonded as a pair very quickly.  :o) I have mentioned in earlier blogs, my pup and I looked into each others eyes and were able to read each other right from the start.  Soon, I should be able to share the name of my mystery dog as well as post a pic!
     I graduate on Friday, in just 4 days.  It feels like yesterday, that I was blogging the post about 3 days till training.  Even with the challenges that Hurricane Sandy have presented us, time is continuing to fly!

Saturday, Fun Day!

Saturday!! 120 hours without power and counting!
11.03.2012

     I cannot believe I forgot to mention that we went on our first field trip yesterday, to Target.  The trip was short and sweet to help us and the dogs have an experience out in public.  I almost felt like a zoo exhibit as some people would follow us, others would point and most would exclaim, "look at the dogs!"  In all fairness, we did kinda look like a mini parade trying out commands like "under" and "get."  The field trip was fun and very encouraging to both the pup and I that we can survive together in this crazy world!
     This morning we learned the commands of "bed", "fetch" and "light."  My partner and I did very well with the "bed" command which sends the dog to their bed (who doesn't want to lay on a large, thick cushy pillow).  We did stumble on the "light" command where a dog should flick a light-switch up with their nose. My fav kept trying to use the paws to turn the switch off.  Going back to basics will help us both out with this command.  My house has more lamps you have to turn on by hand than light-switches, so I am not to stressed with this particular command.
     I also learned the "pull" command. What a gloriously fun command!  I believe my pup and I both were just as excited to use it.  I would give the command and off we go with my dog pulling my chair with barely any effort on my part.  The whole thing felt like an amusement park ride. The first thought that ran through my mind was the idea of going on a bike ride with my hubby and kids.  My pup trots when he pulls and goes quite quick.  I will also be able to "walk" my kids to and from school sometimes which excites me too!  Learning this a toon was def the highlight of my day.  :o)
     Lecture was about a dog's daily routine.  Since I have lived this particular school of thought for several years, I was good with this particular lecture.  They went over things like toileting activities in relation to how many times a day the dog eats.  They also went over the importance of exercise.
     Our second field trip occurred this afternoon to Loews.  I thought for sure that the place would be jam packed with people fixing their homes and properties.  I was wrong as it was pretty quiet.  Our CCI instructors made lots of loud noise with various carts; we practiced "unders" under the shelves and "ups" on the display counters in the kitchen/bath section.  Our "get" was to pick up a reel refill for a weedwacker.  One distraction the instructors used was this silly Christmas penguin singing Jingle Bells, well, that distracted me into a fit of giggles.  My pup behaved better than I did, lol.
     Tomorrow is our day off.  CCI offered to pay for a hotel room tomorrow night so we can warm up, reconnect to the world a bit, and take a hot shower.  The folks here in the Northeast region have really bent over backwards to keep us as comfy as possible.  I took them up on their offer, I can't wait! My fav pup and I are to Hotel Indigo for Sunday evening!
   
   

Fur-day!

11.03.2012 Friday
96 hours... Power, where are you??

     Even though we have not seen electricity in awhile, we are all still in pretty good spirits.  Being around dogs that give you unconditional love all day is a big help in the mental department as well.  We are spending our first overnight with our pups tonight!  So, my furry friend is wandering around my room checking all the different smells.  I have a blanket from home on my bed which has been a glorious sniff-fest to my new friend.  The blanket must contain all sorts of scents such as Odin (my lab), Elf (my senile old kitty), Velcro (the bearded dragon) as well as my human family.  My fav CCI pup has had a great intro to my household through this blanket.
     Commands we have learned today are "get", "hold", " and "give."  These are all helpful for retrieving things from the ground or a spot I can't reach as a wheelchair user.  I was amazed at some of the items they are able to pick up.  I witnessed things like a camera, cell phones, Chapstick, a small cellophane bag, shoes, purses, wallets, pill bottles, and a pen.  The dogs will hold these until you tell them to give it to you.  Potentially, they can carry a grocery bag to your car for you.  Wicked cool.  :o)
      Our lecture was about Safety and Public Etiquette.  Basically, don't let your dog lick their pee-pee and slobber on people when they feel like it.  Ok, so it is a bit more complicated than that.  We have to be aware of hazards not only to ourselves but also to our dogs.  Is the pavement too hot for them? Is there antifreeze in the puddle you are about to go through? Do not let your dog take a big dump in front of a window of a restaurant.  We handlers are always looking for the ultimate compliment: "I didn't realize you had a dog there!"  As a vet tech, I was able to to throw in a few scary stories regarding dogs being thrown out  or jumping out of vehicles due to windows being down as well as my own scarring story when my first dog, Shilo, drank antifreeze that puddled between my neighbor and me's properties.  These extreme types of stories seem to have more impact on people.  As I said too, if it can happen to a vet tech with the best intentions, it can happen to anyone!
     So far, my pup is being a well behaved canine.  We shall see how tonight goes and if I am woken up in the middle of the night or early in the morning for a potty break.

Which CCI Graduate Canine will I be Prematched with?

     72 hours and still no power or hot showers...
   
     I think our full day yesterday tired me out. We had our second full day today.  Like I mentioned yesterday, prematch this morning!
     When the trainers handed out the dogs this morning, I was given the pup that I have the amazing connection with!  Yep, the little girl inside was doing all sorts of backflips and jumps for joy! I tried hard to keep a huge smile from spreading across my face.  The commands for the morning practice were "stand", "jump", "off", and "lap."  My fav and I performed excellently with a little stumble here and there.  I have learned over 25 commands in the last few days, so who isn't going to call the wrong one a time or two!  Lol.
     We also learned about grooming.  I may have been able to the teach this lecture as it was all about ears, teeth, and fur coats.  When the lecture came to the topic of flea/tick meds, I had to throw in my two cents regarding purchasing a low end flea/tick preventative versus one from your veterinarian; as well as what could happen if you make the decision to buy a low end preventative from Walmart or Target that isn't guaranteed by the drug company.  Maybe I should of brought my soapbox with me.  Lol.
     Loading and unloading our dogs in and out of the cars, safely, was also part of our morning practice.  My fav and I did it without a problem.  If I had a dollar each time I have put a dog in and out of my jeep over the years, I would be rich!
     We had fun at lunch today as we were able to bring the dogs with us.  We use the "under" command and the pups going underneath the tables, lay down and don't even go for a crumb.  If anyone who has owned a golden retriever or a Labrador, you have no idea how difficult a challenge this can be!
     After lunch, lecture was about canine learning theory.  This was about how dogs learn, even outside of their natural behaviors.  How to correct certain behaviors and unwanted acts was also touched upon. Once we are home, we will have the ability to continue all of the training we were taught as well as teaching new tricks and behaviors to our pups.  One common command that is taught is to teach your dog how to grab a water bottle or other bottled/canned beverage out of the fridge for you!  Pretty cool!
      For our last practice today we learned the commands "visit" and "step." These commands are useful for when the pup brings over a dropped item.  Or if you want them  to put your head in your lap just to say hi and be pet.
     Hoping the power returns soon.  I had to take a cold shower to get some of the stink off, not the most pleasant  experience ever.... Tomorrow night will be the first night we can have the dogs stay with us in our rooms.  There is nothing better than a cuddly pup to help keep you warm!

   

Howl-aween!

Howlaween! 10.31.2012

Hmph...  Still no power. It's been 48 hours, stupid Sandy.

     Today entailed our first full day, finally!  CCI has been able to keep us on schedule, I am impressed! The only big change is when we will be prematched with our potential dogs.  This prematch should of occured this morning however due to Sandy keeping some of the trainers away, we will have to wait till tomorrow morning.  An extra 24 hours,  yuck.
     At practice this morning I worked with a third graduate dog.  We learned "behind", "out","under" and "back." My partner and I did fairly well. I am finally using my command voice more consistently.  My time in veterinary medicine has given me the unconscious  habit of using a coddling voice, lol.  We have been lectured about acting like the leader of a wolf pack as this gives our dogs the confidence to follow us and listen to commands more consistently. So, strong voice and sitting straight up in my chair, got it.  At times, i would so much rather be on the floor cuddling all these gorgeous, sweet dogs and snuggling with them.
     Practice this afternoon we learned about "hurry", "ok", "speak" and "quiet."  Of course I worked a fourth different graduate dog.  We did well and another great dog.  The "speak" command was fun and can use the dog's loud voice to alert others if we need help.  My mind keeps returning the graduate pup I was with yesterday afternoon; we connected on such a metaphysical level!  We aren't supposed to become attached to any of these dogs, but there is something about that pup yesterday!
      Our lectures were about canine communication and resistance.  Even this old veterinary tech learned some new things.  I am loving the CCI perspective as they are purveyors of the canine.  All the instructors are a wealth of helpful knowledge as well.  They are also our cheerleaders, always praising us.  Even if they are correcting one of our mistakes, they are firm, but manage to put a positive spin on it.
     Volunteers put on a HUGE lunch spread for us today.  Since it is getting a bit chilly in the building, warm food is just that much better.  When we paraded into the kitchen area, it was all decked out in Halloween paraphernalia. We engorged on ribs, mummy hotdogs, apple cider, chicken fingers, candy, chocolate pudding cake complete with gravestones, cornbread, dipped marshmallows and macaroni salad held in a carved out pumpkin. I wanted to go back to my room and sleep, not attend a practice after!  Lol.
     Amongst my classmates, we have three kids  At five o'clock we had a round of trick or treating  in our dorms.  They were able to go door to door and gather up some goodies.  My husband pointed out this is the first time in 13 years, we have been apart on Halloween.  Yep, I am def missing my family at this point.
     Tomorrow morning cannot come quick enough for me.  I am vibrating with excitement to see which dog the instructors will be prematching me with!  :o)

     

The CCI Northeast Region Staff are Exceptional People!!!

10.30.2012

     Tuesday was said to be the worst day for Hurricane Sandy.  We lost power around 7:30pm last night.  From our perspective on campus, things don't look too bad.  This morning I saw breaks of blue sky! Yesterday was actually the worst day as far as wind and rain.  The wind was very harsh with its nasty huffs and gusts in the late evening.  We have heard that Manhatten and the coasts of Long Island were totally rocked by Sandy.  I feel for those people, as I can attest how much it sucks to lose power and have your home damaged by Mother Nature.
     The staff held class this afternoon.  Ginormous kudos to them for coming in to help keep our training on schedule as much as possible.  CCI is just as determined to keep the dogs and us graduating as we are!  :o) many of the staff are in the same situation as we are - no power, no hot water and no way to cook.  Unfortunately, some have damage to their properties, yet, here they are, at work, educating us to help improve our lives!
     We worked with the graduate dogs today!  Everyone, including myself, was exceptionally excited at the prospect of getting to work with their future partner.  I worked with my first graduate dog, and we seemed to stumble several times over the commands. As I have very high expectation of myself, from having over thirteen years of experience with dogs and working with them, I was disappointed and bit discouraged.
      Then I worked with a second graduate pup.  Wow did things change.  When the trainer brought the dog over, we locked eyes and seemed to understand each other from the get go.  The dog read me well and I was able to read them as well.  We seemlessly worked commands "wait", "kennel", "heel", "side", and "release" together. Needless to say, my confidence was boosted a bit and I felt better.
     We did not have any lectures today since we did an extra yesterday.  Lots of practice with the commands we learned over the past two days.  Works for me!
     Our power is still out and it has been 24 hours....  Going back to what is mentioned about my luck in an earlier blog?  Lol. A handful of my classmates, the caretaker and I are currently gathered around a radio.  It's nineteen-fifty-what? Yes, we were all excited to be there listening to what is going on in the world.  Lol. We feel a bit isolated however  I feel fortunate to be with such a wonderful and positive group of classmates!

Monday.... And it Begins!

10/29/2012

     While everyone else in New England had work and school cancelled, the dedicated staff here at CCI braved Hurricane Sandy.  We had a half day of lectures and a practice session with "first semester" pups.  To put it in prospective, the prospective pups we will be going home with are "second and third semester" pups.  The staff told us to expect classes to be cancelled tomorrow, and will resume Wednesday.
     During our first practice session I worked with a yellow lab.  Yes, I do have a soft spot for them so I was excited.  I stumbled a few times with some of the command sequences, but the pup and I figured it all out. We all did well, learning sit, down, and Lets go.
     As for the lectures, we pushed in an extra lecture to try to play catch up for our day off.  It was all about orientation to the program, orientation to the dog, and how motivate a dog to get a desired response.
     Except for this said "superstorm," I am feeling fairly confident about the upcoming two weeks of training.

Hurricane Sandy Can't Stop CCI!

  

   Hurricane Sandy, you cannot stop us determined (and stubborn) handicap peeps!  Eight of us were invited to team training, and eight of us drove to CCI's campus on Long Island from New Hampshire, Massachusetts, and New Jersey.  While all of our kids and grandkids probably do not have school due to this "perfect storm," we will be ready to learn.  One of the teams that drove down from New Hampshire today, took the ferry from CT to Long Island.  While a cool idea, not so cool when the hour and fifteen minute boat ride was bobbing and weaving in the waves.  I am very glad I drove around the sound even though I hit heavy traffic at the Throgs Neck Bridge going onto Long Island.

     Once I drove onto CCI's campus and settled into my room, I finally relaxed a little.  The staff here made us dinner and gave us a tour of the facility.  Since this team training is a bit out of the ordinary, we were given instructions and reassurance with regards to this superstorm, Hurricane Sandy.  The building is built like a fortress and the facility is on a priority list for getting power back due to the handicap nature of the people staying here.  CCI has never been without power for longer than 24 hours.  (That is till now, since I am here, and everyone knows how my luck works! lol) Yippee!

     My wait is finally over as I begin journey to taking home a service dog.  Monday morning will be all lectures and what to expect. Monday afternoon we get to meet some of the dogs.  Wednesday morning is when we are paired with our actual dogs. The staff bases their pairings on personalities as well as how the human and canine bond.

    If you have any questions while I am on this adventure, please feel free to comment. :o) I will continue to blog every night, although I may not be able to post depending on the power situation, but i will post them when i have access to the internet again.  Have fun taking this spectacular journey with me!

Odin, Finally Retires!

     Odin is my wonder dog, my retired service dog, and that once-in-a-lifetime dog.  Selfishly, I have decided he should live forever. Odin turned 9 years young this past August,but has touched many, many people's souls. When I was working, Odin was named mental health counselor by my coworkers.  He also kept me working until my legs decided thy did not want to work properly anymore.  Odin has earned his retirement; although, as I type this on my iPad, he is being used as a table while he naps.  This proves he will never be 100% retired, only 99%. :o)
     My family adopted Odin at the Connecticut Humane Society at 18 months old. (More accurately, he adopted us.) I was wondering around the kennels, when I saw this yellow block headed Labrador retriever keeping an eye me.  When I met him face to face, his gentle nature and an instant connection won me over.  The next day, Odin officially joined our family.  He has always been a gentleman, never having an accident in the house, never stealing food off counters and always wanting to please
his humans.
     Fast forward a few years and I began to have problem with muscle coordination in my legs.  Stumbling, falling, and muscle pain was part of my daily repertoire. When I fell in the house, Odin was right there. His big brown eyes screaming he wanted to help.  Inspired by seeing other service dogs, I trained Odin to stand and brace to help me off the floor.  Soon he was walking next to me going up and down stairs, I could lean on him a little if I listed off balance.  The only command he could not grasp was picking up dropped items.  Odin would become so excited and proud of himself, he would flip the object out if his mouth and behund his head. lol. Regardless, This yellow lab kept me working to the bitter end.
     While working, another more nurturing side developed in Odin.  We would walk in at the beginning of shift, he would immediately go over and sit next to the coworker who was the most emotionally distressed.  In the veterinary field, especially in emergency, we techs and doctors can have some very challenging days.  My coworkers would go sit with Odin on his blanket if they needed some extra cuddle time or positive vibes.  He also managed to turn one of my cat-loving docs, into an Odin and cat-loving doc.  (This canine not only touched humans, but also was a blood donor up until a few weeks ago.  He has helped several other dogs recover from critical surgeries and life-threatening diseases.) Even now, wherever we visit, Odin will lay down or sit next to the person he feels needs some positive reinforcement.
     As I venture out to learn how CCI's service dogs can help me out, Odin will forever have a special place that is part of my soul.  He selflessly gave himself to me.  Odin never asked for anything in return (except food, after all he is a lab).  As he naps and I continue to type, using him as a table, I can only look at him with a heart full of love and the hope that this special dog will live forever.

3 Days to Training!

In  three days, I begin an incredible opportunity to train for a service dog.  Canine Companions for Independence (or CCI for short) has provided specially trained retrievers for the physically disabled since the 70s.  The founder of CCI was working in third world countries and observed how the physically disabled would lean and depend on their donkeys for support.  Decidedly, donkeys aren't the cleanest of animals; so, the founder brainstormed and observed how selflessly canines would work for their humans.

From working in the veterinary field for over twelve years, I have come across these well-behaved and trusting animals a few times.... a vet tech's dream to work with! CCI uses positive reinforcement and treats, if needed, to train.  At the end of their training, a dog will know over 40 commands.  I have had the pleasure of witnessing these golden/lab crosses performing awesome tasks, such as pulling a manual wheelchair, turning on/off light switches, opening doors, fetching a bottle of water from the fridge, helping a human partner take off socks or a jacket; and most importantly, emotionally build ones confidence to join a judgemental society again. I am still in disbelief that, one of these wonderful dogs will soon be helping ME with all that, plus more! (As a side note, I am still in disbelief that I am handicapped to such a degree, that a service dog would be such a help, but that is another blog!)

In three days, I leave my family for two weeks to go to school at CCI's campus in Medford, NY. I will be in lectures and training sessions from 9am to about 5pm.  My Mom and I went grocery shopping for my dorm stay and it was tremendous throw back to my college days (which occurred a looooooong, loooooooong time ago).  My intention is to bring you along my journey of training and hopefully bringing a new partner home.  Everyday I will blog an update of my day and how things are progressing.  If you should decide to follow me, welcome!  :o)